Wednesday, January 19, 2022

Gratitude Check Day #2

KQ 





So grateful for KQ and how amazing of a spouse she is. I dont really understand why I am so lucky to have her in my life? I dont deserve her but I am working on treating her better and not taking her for granted. Our marriage shifted in the last 2 years, and being able to still have her and our marriage on the other side of all of this is a blessing. Right now, my wife is helping me care for my mouth which was just operated on. She has been caring for me and she is the best caretaker. She is amazing and I am learning to re-trust her. I need to learn to talk better with her. The more I take care of myself, the better I can take care of my wife and my marriage. Its really obvious. 


I vow to continuously work adjusting my life so its not toxic, so I can bring out the fucking amazing qualities I love about Angela and nurture them, let them grow & encourage her to grow. Her love for me, that I feel from her and what she brings into my World and my heart and soul is something I can not describe. I just know she is my piece and I need to do a better job at treating her better, being just nice and respectful towards her. I dont know where this went but I am finding it again. Letting go of resentment and working on loving her in the best way that I can. I am SO grateful for my marriage and my love, KQ 



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